Something I did 2 years ago, during a really rough time for me.
When I was doodling I play it perfectly, but the moment I hit record I just couldn’t.
So after a few goes I went for it, and this is what happened.
After the mistake I just stopped playing and didn’t play the piano again for 6 months.
Why am I putting it up? Because I’m seriously starting to consider giving up. Nothing is going right for me and I’m taking it as a sign that maybe I should just quit.